Just a Gay Thought Before Bed :)

I absolutely love the time period of when you go to bed, and when you fall asleep. I believe these times are crucial for everyone to reflect on everything that has happened in the day, or even give you time to reflect on past times or even mistakes you may have made. So i cant promise ill do it every night but ill most certainly try and do it most nights with a different subject........so here it goes :)


My final thought of the night is....................(drum roll please)................................. To not waste amazing opportunities, this is kinda one that everyone can relate to, but i personally have done my fair share of wasting amazing opportunities. I went to London and had a modelling shoot, i just let that go, I've applied for the x-factor countless years but i never went for it, and if i am completely honest now I've started to doubt whether or not i want to carry on at college (before everyone starts going crazy im not giving up don't worry let me explain myself) Now look at it this way, i don't live with my mum, so i have all the independent living worries on my shoulders, rent, gas, electric,phone bills the lot, and i currently have no income, so i found myself thinking to myself, "Marc be realistic just give up and get a job." But then there's always this fire inside me constantly burning always wanting more, i KNOW i have talent and i KNOW i can do anything if i put everything into it so this is the reason i am not giving up, if you have nothing in life to fight for, then whats the point in living!! I'm fighting for my dreams now and college for me is a platform to greater things, i just got to keep focused and keep my eye on the prize :)


So, Just a gay thought before bed, if you want something that bad that you are willing to loose everything for it, don't give up keep fighting and keep that fire burning <3


Love you all


Marc Anthony Scott <3