I think a good place to start is always the beginning, but bare with me i have a tendency to be telling one thing and then jump straight onto the next, i want my blog to be raw and i want it to be like im actually talking to you in person :) So here it goes.........
I was born on the 23rd of November back in good old 1991, and spent the first few years of my childhood living in the lovely village that is kirklington, my family was small but cosy it consisted of me, my mum, my dad and my elder brother. We lived in a proper old village house that apparently was 'haunted' but obviously i was to young to remember such things, i do remember it was quite a dark and dingy house but it was home, IT HAD A REAL FIRE which i absolutely LOVED!!! Anyway about 2 doors down there lived one of the greatest woman that will ever enter my life, my Annie Gran :) She was a proper proper gran, she made tea in a tea pot with a tea cosy on, made THE BEST sunday lunches!!! real yorkie puds the lot she was a god in my eyes growing up. ill tell you a bit more about her later on :) I think when i was three or four my mum and dad got divorced, which to be honest i dont think it effected me that much, we moved to a place called catterick garrison, we moved into a little bungalow, just me my mum and brother, the memories from this house are the best memories in the world, we lived next door to one of my mums old friends, and she had a daughter, who later became to be like my sister and me, Matthew (my brother) and Alex were all brought up together by our two amazing mums. We would have the best halloween parties, the house would get decorated every year probably more decorated than we would at Christmas, we would do all the crazy and messy games after going trick or treating :) and the food was amazing, our mums would put food dye in all the food so we'd end up with pink mash and green spaghetti it was amazing!! In these times we hardly had any money, but i believe these times to be the best in my life, there were no complications, life was easy and all i remember is laughter and smiling, there was never a dull moment :) (im blabbing again but i hope your enjoying it)
I've always known i was gay from as early as i can remember, i just had a bit of a difficult time coming to terms with it, as most of us probably do, my troubles started in secondary school where a young, effeminate marc plodded along (i was a bit chubby) and instantly everyone knew i was GAY i just ignored it kept quiet, but with all that going on i had an amazing big group of friends :) i met my best friend in the world there, the lovely and gorgeous Miss Katy'Jay Rook <3 Anyway im about to get all deep and emotional here now so be prepared haha........ So with all this fighting my sexuality etc i became very depressed and started to have serious body issues which resulted in me becoming very ill and my whole life then revolved around food (which might i add was a scary place to be at that time) i ended up having to go to a place called limetree's which TBH was a fucking awful place that only made me worse, i actually came out when i was there :D so something good did come along with that place, anyway came out of limetree's got worse then somehow this inner strength came out and i gradually started getting better :) In the time of me coming out and being really ill my FATHER decided to do a runner because he didnt know how to handle things, not gonna go on about him he's not worth my time :)
So that a bit about my past lets bring it to the present..................
Im now living in leeds with the most amazing people in the world BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY MANDEMZ!!! so yeah im studying performing arts and i one day hope to be a massive STAR!!!!! which to be honest i know i will one day :) I love all my friends to bits, the family that i have are amazing, and things are finally going my way :)
Performing arts for me is my biggest passion in life, im so happy when im either singing dancing or acting, its like my escape from the real world, im really passionate about what i do and i think to make it big you have to believe you will get there, which i do :) So watch this space ;)
Im actually just recovering from dying from he flu, i had it a week for god sake haha!! But im on the mend :)
Im gonna leave it there for now, And ill try update my blog once a week of whats going on in my life, or ill waffle on about somethings thats bugging me, ill to keep it about one subject at a time, this ones my first so im allowed to do what i want :P
One thing for certain is, my blog will be honest, real and Marc Anthony Scott :) Love to all :D <3
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